| - take me out can open. . .worms everywhere
i used to feel completely stable. but dammit, my brain just feels drained. i dont know what i want. i thought i did but i dont. do you guys know how many cigs i've smoked in the last few days? veddi bad.
well today was great. i spent the whole day with my mom. we spent freakin $500. which if you know me. . . hehe. its fun just being girls with her. her and monte leave tomorrow for their cruise. i is jealous but me and chris are off to IL on tuesday. i'm fucking excited as hell. alright i feel like doing a survey. . .
01. What name do you go by? Krystall or Special K 
02. What is, and do you live up to the traditional description of your Sign of the Zodiac? I am a libra. from what i've always understood libras have kind of a soft-spoken charm, passionate hearts, and are always searching for fairness and balance. thats all i remember but i feel like i'm all of the above.
03. What is your job description?customer service a.k.a. answering stupid and lazy people's questions and picking up after rude ass people.
04. What do you really do at work? ha, i actually do work. but mainly talk with my beautiful people. i've met great people there.
05. What is the best job you have ever had? Why? being a kid. its fucking great.
06. What is the worst job you have ever had? Again, why? this one at JcP. excluding the awesome people i work with, you have to deal with extremely rude people and you cant say anything back. i'm not one for confrontation but when you are being rude when it's not necessary makes my blood boil.
07. What parts of the world are in your bloodline? a pinch of puerto rican, a dash of puerto rican and a whole lot of, well, puerto rican.
08. Describe a dream or a nightmare that you remember vividly. it's way too long to describe but i've had it ever since i was little about me, my brother, and mom at this amusement park. its always the same amusement park and we do the same things. quite eerie.
09. What are some of your most prized possessions?hmm i'm not much for superficial things. i treasure "art" that i've worked on and my family and friends.
10. What is your earliest memory? i asked my mom a while ago if this was a true memory and it actually was but i remember sitting on a balcony with my mom, brother, and dad watching fireworks at night.
11. What is the first thing that ever had a huge impact on your life? my father.
12. Who is one person that changed you, for better or worse, and why? lol see above. as most people without parents can say, it definitely has an effect on you. for me, it gave me self esteem issues, trust issues, and a lot of other crap thrown in there.
13. What is the most worthy thing you have ever purchased? cd's are the only things i feel are worth the money.
14. What is the most useless thing you have ever purchased? clothes that i never wear.
15. Are you vain? ha. . no no.
16. Do you believe you have ever experienced a wormhole (directly or indirectly)? nope.
17. What are some of the best things you have ever read? oh god, theres no way i could list. too many books, too many poems. . no no.
18. What makes you cry? certain memories, when other people are crying, and when i have one of those days.
19. What puts you in a state of awe? love.
20. What is the most surreal experience you have ever had on any type of drug? HUGS NOT DRUGS :)
21. Are you competitive? If so, in what? oh god yes. i get so into it. i'm such a loser. sports and games.
22. If you could choose your method in which to die, what would it be? in my sleep of course.
23. Do you believe the philosophy that we are all truly alone in our own minds? i sure hope so. ha.
24. Are you musically-inclined? If so, in what? If not, what do you wish you had learned, if anything? i dont know why it says "had learned" like i still dont have time but i want to learn how to play the drums, guitar, piano, everything.
25. List three random books off of your bookshelf. me talk pretty one day, bridget jones' diary and 1984.
26. How much faith do you put in Astrology? oh none at all, its just fun.
27. What fascinated you as a child? this is definitely the first thing to come to mind. i was absolutely fascinated with lip synching. in george micheal's "freedom" video, i would just watch it over and over again trying to figure out why the women sounded like a man. haha. i definitely remember being fascinated.
28. Describe a school-time memory. i'm just going to put the first memory that comes to mind. . .which is when my class went to the pool for swimming lessons. good times.
29. What was your favourite lunch in school? i tolerated the french fries and fruit punch :)
30. Do you re-read books? well of course. if they're worth rereading.
31. What makes you nervous? not a lot anymore.
32. What are your phobias? frogs and burning alive.
33. Do you have any siblings? If so, how do you get on? If not, have you ever longed for any? i have one twin brother but we get along fine.
you are awesome if you got through all that. alright kids, have a good night. |
. . .i wish i could stay longer but adulthood and responsibilities await me. 
